This weekend was an emotional rollercoaster in so many ways.
It started with a black Friday. Stockholm got attacked and I sat at work desperately trying to get hold of everyone I hold dear and wishing to give them all the hugs in the world.
It felt like my heart couldn’t take any more. I kept shaking. What do you do when you can’t make sense of the world?
I went out to see my girls. Because I couldn’t stand being on my own.
Met with Maggie, Malin, Karin and Lollo in a London that almost felt too sunny.
And stole some baby love.
Then Lollo and me went to shoreditch house and met up with Katta. The Londoners kept saying how sorry they were and we fought sadness with laughter.
At the end of the night there was nothing left in me to wait for George to get out of work so I went home with Katta and slept my beating heart away.
On Saturday I got picked up by a balloon vision. It was Malin’s surprise baby shower and we arrived with balloons and gifts
To all things pink. And gluten intolerant. 6 out of 8 ladies can’t eat gluten. Me, yes please.
The beautiful lady posed for the camera in the sun and we all ate gluten free princess cake.
And I aced baby sitting. Theo did fall in love with me despite me putting his poor face in the glaring sun and even cried when I left.
Then we went dancing. Needed after a day with 4 pregnant ladies and 2 babies.
Came home to a room full of thank you flowers from Charlie. He got drunk on Wednesday and George ended up seeing him home. Only thing is that is when I was home sick and kind of needed my man since he’d been out for two days and feeling little and fragile at home I felt very lonely when he never showed up.
Sunday it was 20 degrees and summer popped up for a day. We went to Chiswick and met Ella and Stan for lunch and chill out in the park before me joining George for one of his trainings.
Holding the attention of the crowd.
Rushing home it was time to dress up in our finest and head for secret cinema.
Me and the boys.
The secret cinema this time around was a different experience. Left me feeling a bit weirded out. And wet since George accidentally knocked a whole drink into my lap. So much for dolling up.
Emotionally drained today. George is out for a bday party tonight so it will be me and Woolly on the sofa again. I think we will cuddle up and go to bed early. Not sure I can do the world today.