I’ve realised that one of the reasons I’m so primed to gloomy days is that I have a hard time remembering the good ones when I’m in a slump. The here and now becomes everything I can see and understand.
Like now. I keep thinking that this is my life now. I’m a boring person with no friends sitting on the sofa. Even if on some level I know that’s not true, I even have a very valid reason to be exhausted, I still can’t believe I will be back to being out and having fun.
This has become my identity now and I even rewrite history thinking that wasn’t I always someone just sitting at home being boring.
You see, my own worst enemy.
But, at least I’m funny…poor Hans Ola 😂. Can’t imagine and uglier name than that. But all for the art.
I do however have both Lukas and Ella on my list. Ella is on of my absolute favourites.
He, napping in the bathroom at work. The 2 min toilet nap is a pregnancy classic.
So happy to be able to be home today. Badly needed. Next week Paris and launch of our big offer.
Plus midsummer. Just need to come up with a plan for what to do. I’m too tired to plan but I really want to do something. Was hoping for a plan to fall into my lap but seems unlikely.
Letters to my family 