Zoo life

Skansen yesterday. That was ace. I’m not going to lie, I’m seriously struggling filling my days with anything but lukas. He’s the best but it’s a butt load of holding, playing, food making and just sitting around.

So a day of Skansen is like a much needed break from my flat. Or my baby infested life. Especially now that it’s just quiet from the potential jobs. I start fearing this is my life forever now. I would suck as a housewife.

Dressed and ready for success in his lil shoes, new autumn jacket and hat. Such a little boy.

Lukas was scared of the fish and kept holding on so tight and barely looking.

But he loved hanging with his favourite Elin. And looking at the seals.

Seal hunters.

Plus Pappa is always the best. Especially when he makes monkey noises.

It was a tired little guy after all that animal drama. The low of the fishes and the high of the piglets.

And today we are back on the sofa. I mean, if course we leave the house for a walk but a long walk is like 2h. That’s another 22 to spend making up games and entertaining. So yeah, anyone want to employ me holler!

Winds of change

Only 3 weeks until moving flat. Can’t wait!! Living in our OWN place for the first time ever. Being able to do what we want with the flat. Have an attic space. I mean, come on. Dream.

I’m planning the last bits before moving. All the boring bits. But also the fun bits. Buying sofa and bed and table and all the grown up things. Plus finally planning a room for lukas. A little boy room. He’s barely a baby any longer.

This little guy can’t wait to move into his own room.

Crawling around everywhere he needs his own space. Plus if I ever get a fucking job I need to be able to put him somewhere when I have meetings.

Big things ahead. New flat, hopefully a new job, new country. But the same amazing human being by my side.

George wanted to spoil me a bit and sent me for a skin consultation and treated me to these amazing products.

Feel very loved and spoiled and lucky. Life isn’t always easy but it’s pretty damn good. With my little family, my new flat and all my friends moving back to Sweden is the best thing we could do.

I mean, got to hang out with my sister on a random Tuesday. That’s life quality deluxe.

Not winning at life

Today is one of them not so hot days. I’m soo tired of this never ending interviewing and waiting.

I don’t get nos, it’s just that I don’t get any answers at all. It’s so slow in Sweden. I’m still in the process for the same two jobs that’s been going for almost 3 months now. But still, no answers.

It’s overwhelming with like 3 – 4 interviews a week. And stressful. I had some hope of a month of chillaxing at the end of maternity but no can do.

I mean, life is not bad. I’m just over today. And getting all that energy going for things that just take time.

We had some lovely days at the country house though. Last days of summer.

Lukas is so in love with his grandparents. Started laughing as soon as he started down the stairs to see them.

Refusing to selfie though.

He’s also all good with me leaving him with them now. Not that I’m doing anything more exciting than shower but hey, that’s worth the world.