I’m tired. I’ve think I’ve hit my limit. Moving house, doing 3-5 interviews a week without an answer and pretty much full time lukas when George is working more or less every night a week between bartending and basket is apparently my limit.
Katta said I don’t seem very happy at the moment and I’m too tired to be happy. Or stressed. Not sure which one. But she is right. Most of my energy goes to being. And the extra I have is for lukas and trying to sell myself in all those interviews.
I just want to an answer. To close that door. Focus on being with my baby and doing fun stuff together. And seeing my partner from time to time. That would be nice too.
We did have the best day at Ellery on Monday though. George got a last minute staff discount and we went there for some quality time. So badly needed for both of us.
It’s gorgeous out there and we got spoilt by the staff.
Something about water and hugs and family that makes everything better.
A little scared but mostly loving family time.
We needed this. All three of us.
And as I said, gorgeous out there.
Then we just hung out with all of George’s colleagues.
Lukas, loving people just as much as his dad.
After a beautiful day with amazing food and drinks and people it was time for bed. George stayed behind and lukas and me headed up to the room to get our beauty sleep.
Heh, not sure that worked for this little man.
Such a needed little get away and gave us all oodles of energy.
Plus yesterday was the first night of Bookclub babes the Stockholm chapter and we got together to discuss Ocean Voungs poetic book ‘on earth we are briefly gorgeous’.
Love having clever women around me discussing literature. Plus the restaurant Nabo had Astrid lindgren reading stories to you in the bathroom which is kind of my dream.
Food, friends and books. My favourite things. So yeah, I might be tired but my life is also filled up with energy from everywhere around me.
Letters to my family 